Constant LOA

[Arrow]

just to make it extra sad

Spoiler

 

 

As some of u know i've been a lot less active recently and prone to leave the server and probably ive been getting angry more often. 

 

Well i've decided im going to slowly stop playing gmod till i get on like once or twice a week. Maybe not at all. It'll probably be slow or I'm already doing it.

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Reason is I can't let this server and Gmod ruin me. Can't let it be the reason I stay up and the reason I go to bed. Can't be the reason I wake up etc. Etc.

 

I've been lacking in school bc its my first year in high school and just today I realised this matters. What I do here actually matters and I got to make the best of it. It was fun and shit and im not dissapearing ill just be a lot less active.

 

I decided I'm not going to let my self turn into another pointless existance. Going to work hard to make myself matter and see if I can actually matter to some people in more then a way of just being the local meme lord or the loveable idiot who's there to make people laugh. It was fun and shit and I got mad and shit...And shit. but I need to focus on school. It's midterm of third quarter rn and I'm rly slacking and I need to get mah head in the game and shit. 

 

Not to mention idk what i even want to be when i get into collage. I was thinking I would join the military and I think that's what I want to do but idk. There's a lot of time still and I need time to figure it all out. 

 

ily guys and its been fun. I'm not gone. Just not here too much

Dw im not depressed or anythng. My life is amazing but how long will it stay like that

 

Also forgot to add this. Go ahead and remove some of my chars that r in divisions if u havent already. Like Marauders and Engineers.

[Ymot]

Good luck on your chosen path and keep up the positive attitude

 

Playing with you on the server has always been funny and eventful, I hope you can come back on here and there. Just do what I do and treat it like a game, I only play if I feel like hopping on and do not play if I don't feel like it much (Otherwise I just bitch and moan xD).

 

See ya around Arrow.